Well, he is still having that dream, about opening that door,
Once, he sees all the dark behind that little door, like it opens on a mountain clif, fall, fear, – you know how it feels when you fall in your dreams – or one of hell’s doors, and sometimes it is just like a passthrogh to a maze of other doors, but the good thing is that he always wakes up, sometimes too late and sometimes frightened of what he witness behind that door, hmmm, this was the usual case, all dreams, and all ends when he waks up, so he started to ignore that door, although it was there standing next to his pillow, and he always sleeps on sounds coming from behind that door, yes he started ignoring that door like it is part of the wall, and it never existed at all, sometimes it helps ignoring things, just like when you bend the below over your head in a sleepless windy night – I really miss winter –
It ruined his life, that door actually it got transferred from the wall to his mind and now it is chasing him everywhere, now he is afraid to open any door, in his long journeys and day to day tasks, he just ignore the doors, or door likes, he is even afraid to open a drawer, or even his bag pockets, so easily he gets surprised, few are the people who is not curios to open doors.
It was a scary cold night, all deamons are out, heavy rain, thunder, wind whistles, it almost took the roof off; he barely managed to sleep …..
A bird whistling on his room, this is the first time he wakes like this, room shining with a bright light, he was surprised big time, that evil wind managed to open that door, and he is not afraid anymore, it was something he never saw before, a lovely green field, water fall, flowers smells like perfumes, fruits, birds, baby lions, everybody is happy over there, quickly jumped off his bed and happily started running there.
Forgetting time, life, worries, about everything, just like what he is doing right now, he stopped on a lovely red rose, – a true Adenium – , where he decided to take it home, well that flower just passed through his hand! he was shocked it is looks like a ghost, he was never able to touch that flower, now everything is getting cleared out, all around is just a fake, and it all started to fade, when he woke up and realized that he is still in one of his dreams !!!
Well he was really sad at that time! – Comm’on it is just a mater of opening that god damn door -, but no it is not that easy for this guy, well let me tell you about this guy, he used to be normal, but too much thinking just ruined his mind, he is like a fisherman who quits fishing because he didn’t find solomon’s ring in his first fish, yeah he expects too much, yeah he wants to walk on the path he drew, he is silent, but talks, he is stupid but sometimes smart, and surely he hates surprises, he decided to sit aside, of this whole life, sometimes he thinks about sacrificing his own life, he found the key for all of this, how to live happily ever after, since happieness in his mind is only the transition between downs and ups, so he decided to lay low.
Dreams keep coming back to him, with many doors and many places, but surely he hates the unknown, and actually what scares him the most, is to find nothing behind that door!!
That’s why he continues his life without trying to figure out the unknown,
